I'm not sure anyone will actually read this post this morning, but I thought I would throw it out there anyway. This morning we have a CPR & First Aid recertification class as part of our summer staff training. Unfortunately, my certifications expire this summer, so I have to take the class to remain current. Normally, I don't give the class a second thought since I have been taking CPR classes since I was in Junior High. This time, I'm a bit apprehensive. I'm scared that the class will bring up bad memories of doing CPR on Jason while I was waiting for the ambulance to arrive. I'm just not sure how I will react in the classroom situation, and I really don't want to lose it in front of all of the new staff members. I also am nervous that the class will somehow bring back my recurring nightmares about the night that Jason died. Anyway, if you happen to read this, I could really use your prayers this morning (Tuesday). Actually, I appreciate prayers any time but especially today.
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I am praying right now and will pray some more tonight as you are hopefully falling asleep or already asleep. Nettie
I hope it went better than expected. We are praying for you as often as you come to mind. --chris f
We had our CPR training today. I am sorry you had to do that. I don't know how you couldn't have been bothered by it. Praying it wasn't too hard! I'll email you more later, we're just finishing up training this week.
Hoping the class went okay and continuing to pray for you in the mundane day by day stuff. Thinking of you and your sweet baby girl often.
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