Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Complaining

Tonight I am in the mood to complain. For those of you who are keeping tabs on me through this blog, please don't worry about me after reading this post. I am okay. I'm just frustrated by everything, and I need to blow off steam. Most of my complaints are stupid, and I know I should come up with things to be thankful for instead. However, I'm in a stinky mood, and I don't feel like being happy or thankful at this time. I just want to wallow. So here are some of my dumb complaints:

  • Abigail has been a handful the last couple of days. She is fussy and clingy.
  • Samson is also getting on my nerves. He can't decide if he wants to be inside or outside tonight. I also think he might have some ticks.
  • The drywalls guys said they were going to start hanging drywall on Tuesday. As of tonight, they still haven't started.
  • It was 70 and sunny today, and I was stuck in the office.
  • I have been super emotional the last couple of days, and I've had several breakdowns.
  • Tonight I yelled at the dog and got frustrated with Abigail. (Not the kind of mom I want to be.)
  • Tonight after I finally got Abigail to sleep, I poured myself a hot bath. As I was getting in the tub, I spilled the last glass of my drink all over. I think it might have stained my bath towel.
  • After I cleaned-up my spilled drink, I was enjoying my tub when I heard a mouse rummaging around in the vanity cabinet. I hate mice, and I'm so mad at our plumber I could scream. It ruined my enjoyment of my bath.
  • I was just curling up in bed with a movie when Abigail started having a nightmare again.
  • Yesterday, I was able to ride a horse at a friend's house, which was a real treat. Today, I am a bit stiff and sore.
  • At the risk of sharing too much information...My hormones are kicking in for the first time after Abigail's birth, and they are making my emotions run haywire. I am also mourning the fact that I have to deal with this woman stuff, and I can't even have anymore babies (at least not for a really long time.)
  • I had to do bookwork and pay bills this morning. Not on the list of my top ten favorite things.
  • I miss Jason.
  • I'm am dreading the thought of looking for jobs and having to start a new life somewhere else.

Okay, enough complaining. I feel better just being able to get it all out. Hope your day was better than mine.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I would be mad at a mouse ruining my bath too!! It's OK to be crabby, we all get that way. I love you lots and I'm still thinking about you!